Going back home is always exiting
but when you are going back one home to another home with an unresolved
situation then it's tough.
When I deep dyed my self into the
problem which I thought is in the process of solution in course of time but
actually that never happened .I shouldn’t take it for granted and waited idle.
I thought I'm to serve my goal
rather felt my one in priority and handling need to be very technical rather
straight .One of my nearest one phrased that my role need to be like bloating
paper !
When you expects that your partner
will accommodate all your needs and wants all through the life killing the own
identity that is too much of expectations and dominance. A wife goes with those
for the sake of starting initially then for the sake of harmony after that for
the sake of children and later on when nothing to expect nothing to occupy own
self then the mind covers with one thought why I have done these all long years!
Oh my god my identity is no where and even my childrens don't have time for me
!
When someone as a son has to face
the reality that his mother doesn't want to stay with him or thinks that it
would not be an wise decision. I was not bold enough to spend rest of her life
with us considering the whole scenario .I couldn't sum up the discussion nor can
came to a point by myself that how I can address the issue . . .
I tried to think as much as possible
and came to a sort of status to do something that may come as icebreaker for
the deadlock.
When Churchill lost the election
even after leading the world during world war II he concentrated on painting
quite religiously and didn’t gave up thinking that how ruthless the British
voters to him ! so I'll also never never never give up !
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